I mentioned, before, that I have always had trouble making friends. I think I have more now in this moment than I ever had during the entire rest of my life put together.
[He's still desperately, sickeningly homesick for his family. That will never go away. But it eases the feeling a lot to have so many people here he cares about. Shiro is one of those now, apparently.]
That has helped me with the memories more than anything else. If I hadn't been speaking to Chloe when Bug Zapper initially shocked me I may not have handled it nearly so well.
[He certainly wouldn't have talked about Bill. Wouldn't have admitted exactly how fucked up everything Bill did to him was, out loud, and acknowledged it head-on.]
You cannot make it go away but you can enlist help in dealing with it.
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[He's still desperately, sickeningly homesick for his family. That will never go away. But it eases the feeling a lot to have so many people here he cares about. Shiro is one of those now, apparently.]
That has helped me with the memories more than anything else. If I hadn't been speaking to Chloe when Bug Zapper initially shocked me I may not have handled it nearly so well.
[He certainly wouldn't have talked about Bill. Wouldn't have admitted exactly how fucked up everything Bill did to him was, out loud, and acknowledged it head-on.]
You cannot make it go away but you can enlist help in dealing with it.